A change

We was once a fairy tale
everything i could ever dream about
then suddenly life hit me
I knew we shouldn't be together

i let you go...
i felt empty inside
but kept telling myself
it was the right thing
now we been apart for a long time
which seems like years to me

another caught my eye
told me he wanted me
so i took time to know him
and suddenly i felt better inside
even though another by my side
you will always be my first true love.

going to give you my heart...

taken by your beauty
As your hands slowly reach out to grab mines
My heart starts to beat like a drum
The more you get closer to me
The more i feel alive

I try to run away from you
since i am afraid to love
For i seen people heart captured
by this thing called love
With tears that always seem to fall,
as they sweet heart, turns bitter
I think to myself
Will i ever become like them?
Will i be puzzled by the word love?
Not knowing the difference between love and hate?
How am i ensure this is different?
If this could be my happy ending?

To many questions run through
my mind...
How will i ever know, if i dont try
Tonight ima find out
as i am going to set my heart on display
and watch you take it from me..

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i take a step back
as i sit on this high stool
i judge my own life
realizing half my life i did wrong

untill you was by myside
yuh became my life
as yuh asked a simple question
"will you be my girl"
With a sudden sigh i said "yes"

I dont seem to regret anything
Even if my parents didnt want me with you
I still had a place in my heart for you
which is where my tears,joy, and love is at

I sit here
wondering if this is true
Or this is a thing teenagers go through
but i know these feelings are so strong
cause a day without seeing you my heart is in pain
They cant see how much you mean to me
They say you a bad influence
But compare to all my friends
You actually the person that always telling me to do the
best i can in school
To be good to your parents
to do everything right
while they think you convince me to do bad things
when really you the one that makes me do good

Yes i lied to them
Since i knew they wouldnt let me see you
even if you was one of the sweetest person in the world
cause they just dont want to lose they little girl....
But eventually the time will come when i be on my own...

i look from a view now

we was so close
we laughed together as we joked on each other
we went to the same academy, and when you went somewhere i always
was eager to follow
you was simply someone that i liked
as you talked to me
your eyes seem to light up as a smile always came across your
beautiful face

now we seem so distant
as if there a wall blocking me from being next to you
every time i go to stand by you
you slowly move away and sit somewhere else
i want to break down
and just cry
since i don't want this to end up on the ground
i know you older then me
but somehow i know you felt something more then just a friend
as you glared my way and i did the same

now i am here
just sitting alone
wondering why you let me fall for you
when all you going to do is walk away
so now its clear
you don't want me
the way i want you
so i am gone
i won't look back
it was good for a while!!

Feeling alive

Brought us together
As we texted I smiled since there was something about the way
You made me feel
By saying things that was so real
Then we saw each other
At Francis Lewis
And to tell the truth you wasn’t what I thought you look like
But some part of me still felt good inside
Since the way your eyes seem to glow It made everything feel so warm inside
Now everyday we text
Then you ask to take me outI suddenly said yes
Right there I felt something more then just friends
I felt chemistry between us
As we talked We both seem to catch each other in surprise
Since everything we liked was so alike
Now you the number one thing on my mind <3

you going to realize it!!!

I know you
Love her
And I could understand why She relates to you
Sorry that I didn’t like that about you
Sorry I said we shouldn’t be together
A day ago I would say I made a mistake
In letting you go
But today I know that it was right
Since you weren't close to being someone I would like
You made me believe you was this nice boy
But time passed by and found out You was just like the other boys
Doing things that you think are cool
When in the long term it just going to hurt you in the end
But I give up telling you that All your friends you think that are true
Are going to change on you, like you changed on me
And you going to be on the floor, And there you going to stay since everybody going to walk out on You and there you going to realize " I should of listen to her, she really cared for me"
And right there I am going to just say "I told you so" and just walk away

spread my wings

Spreading my wings
To fly away
This is no longer my place
For we are not to meant to be anything
But friends
So I go search to love again
To find that person
That wouldn’t just let me go
That would stand by my side
Till the end of time
When I say I love them
They wont lie
And say I love you to
So I am spreading my wings
And beginning to fly