cant be, but i want it

Tell me if this is real
since i i have to deal with things that are in my life
for a simple moment
to make me smile for a brief time
and then for a couple of years make me cry and feel like i want to die

Looking at you
talking to you
is so amazing
since the feelings that overcome me is the greatest feelings i ever known
since every word that comes out your mouth makes me simply smile
even when you tell the kids to get on line
i think you making a impact on me
and i try to step away from you
since i know me and you could never be
But my hearts insist is making you mine
and my mind is like " girl he too old for you"
But you know what they say
Your mind could say whatever
But your heart knows what best
stuck in this place wondering what to do
to step away!, or lean forward and steal a kiss
but if i do
i could lose you as a friend
and then i know i would miss you in my life
tell me what i should do cause i am stuck in this
place where i could lose you forever
or just have you as a friend and thats all you ever be!