sacrifice are hard to make, when you got to lose someone

All your life you felt pain
You had to play this crazy game
as people words played with your head
when finally something comes
And takes your breath away
You feel so great
As your mindset changes

You look back at the times
when you was so helpless
Thinking back at the pain
That you thought would never go away
As you lay on your bed
hiding under the covers
wishing you could be invisible
for the moment
since you couldn't bare the pain
in having to stay out of someone life
since other people think it isn't right
while your view of it
is something far more then right
its your world
its something that makes you happy for once
but you have to make sacrifices in your life
But the sacrifice makes everybody around you happy
leaving you to cry in the dark with so much difficult feelings that seem to turn you into
a stranger in your own eyes